BRB

Just a short one month hiatus can?:D
I have loads to blog about but not now.
Will be MIA-ing till the next month or so for personal reasons.

How I wish I could fast forward time just a little.

Jay Sean ft Lil Wayne - Down

Stole this from a blog that I secretly stalk found from a friend's blog list.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Aunty Mey
3. Last text message: May
4. Last song you listened to: Enrique Iglesias - Can You Hear Me
5. Last time you cried: 5minutes ago because of a touching post

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Erm, can't remember but don't think so
7. Been cheated on: No, not that I know of
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yeah
9. Lost someone special: Not really, just a close friend
10. Been depressed: Recently? Ya quite
11. Been drunk and threw up: Of course

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Whatever that doesn't make me look away

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Of course
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yeap
18. Met someone who changed you: Hmm, not really
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: Don't know. Maybe zero =P
24. Do you have any pets: Nope
25. Do you want to change your name: Erm, not necessary
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Hmm, went clubbing, celebrated with friends, fought with someone, cried in 1U, got belated presents..usual stuff
27. What time did you wake up today: 12pm
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Just came back from Aunt Mey's house
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: GO HOME! and do treatment!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: February
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Having better skin and immune system
32. What are you listening to right now: Refer blog title
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, eh got, years ago
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Doing nothing
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. Whats your real name: Lim Yee Wern
37. Nicknames: Yvonne, mosquito, wernie, etc
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Eden
42. Middle School?: SJK (C) Yuk Chai
43. High school/college?: Methodist Girls School
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 163cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: No
48. What do you like about yourself?: Hmm, my height hehe
49. Piercings: 10
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Erm, don't have kua
53. First piercing: Damn long ago, when I was 5?
54. First best friend: Hor, can't remember lah
55. First sport you joined: Basketball
56. First vacation: Langkawi? I don't know
58. First pair of trainers: I don't remember

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I'm about to: Die of boredom
62. Listening to: Again, refer to blog title
63. Waiting on: Dinner

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Not sure
65. Get Married?: If I'm fortunate
66. Career?: Designer, or advertising agency, or whatever that pays the bills

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: Depends
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Depends xD

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Yeah
77. Drank hard liquor: Yeah
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Perfect vision xD
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: Think so
82. Been arrested: Never
83. Turned someone down: Yeah
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah, grandma
85. Fallen for a friend?: Not really

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes >.<
87. Miracles: Depends
88. Love at first sight: Love, no. Lust, Yes.
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: Yeah
92. Angels: Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Does dating counts?
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yeah
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Back to when I first started TARC
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Hmm, don't know
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Kinda
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Sure

Tag: David, Kimm, Louis, Benn, Sheryl! Start doing people! xD

Having Heart Attack For Nothing

I was putting on mask, reading a novel, getting ready to go to bed when Victor, my housemate suddenly knocks on my door asking me where is his letter.

A week ago I noticed some nice looking HK stamps on his letter he left in the kitchen and asked if I could have it. He was like "Yeah, take the whole thing, I don't want it." "Whole thing? Not even the letter?" "Yeah, sure take it."

So I took it and now he's asking me where is his letter.

I took the stamps and threw the rest away in the recycle bin outside of our house and yesterday was trash day so the bin was empty already.

"What?? My air ticket is inside!"

"OMG?!"

My heart felt like it stopped pumping and I was freaking out like hell, trying to look for that letter all over my room. Maybe I didn't throw it, maybe it's in my room somewhere.

No, no, I remembered I threw it in my pile of papers and took out the whole thing to the recycling bin.

WTF!! OMG, do I have to buy him another ticket?! Do I have to talk to Victor's dad that I threw away the letter he sent to his son??

Then I remembered, you don't need travelling tickets or papers to travel, just passport and knowing your flight number! I ran straight to Victor's room, with my mask still on, telling him that he doesn't need his itinerary or ticket to travel. I was freaking out quite a lot and maybe I talked too loud cause everyone came out to see what's happening.

Even though I know it's fine now, Victor said it's ok and all no worries but my heart is still pumping really fast. I nearly passed out and I'm having a splitting headache right now.

Damn chi kek eh, how the hell am I gonna sleep now?!

Insomnia!

It's 6am now and I'm sitting here in front of my laptop listening to Rihanna's Hating On The Club because I woke up 3hours ago and I can't get back to sleep!

Bahhh!! You stupid overactive brain! Why can't you just let me friggin' sleep??

I've been having insomnia lately and I failed to sleep at 10pm every night just like how I wanted. ANd nothing seems to work to make me sleep! The past days I still manage to sleep at 12am but today I'm wide awake.

Insomnia pills, coughing meds, cigarettes and depressing chinese love songs don't make me sleep anymore. Even porn doesn't work.

Just so fucking pissed at myself and my stupid brain who just doesn't wanna shut down and just stop working! I hate hate HATE this!

FYI, I want to sleep at 10pm every night because that's when skin cells and brain cells are supposed to regenerate. How is my skin gonna get any better if I can't sleep? Arghhh!

Depression traced to overactive brain circuit?? WTF!

Great Ocean Road!

Last weekend, I went to The Great Ocean Road with Michael and Denis. Michael was there to run the marathon so we all took the opportunity to go travel.

We rented a car and drove to Apollo Bay and stayed in a nice motel by the sea. The place is even colder than Melbourne!

The 6.5km started today and Michael's 42km marathon is the next day. Whoohoo so many people taking part.



The famous 12 Appostles!







Well, not all 12 are there cause some are destroyed already, I think? Anyways it was really windy and really really cold! The wind is so freaking strong and chilly I had some difficulties breathing.





Later that day we went to the Cape Lighthouse. Nothing much just a nice view and a very old light house.





When we were done, we returned to our car and that's when we realise the gates were locked already! It was already late and no one was there so we had to climb over. Ishk, haha.

The next day, while Michael ran the marathon, Denis and I went jungle trekking in Triplet Falls.



Big ass tree!





The place was named Triplet Falls because it has 3 waterfalls. Well, obviously.







Rainbow!



We drove back to Apollo Bay cause there's where the finishing line is and we wanted to be there to cheer for Michael when he finishes!



Michael finished the 42km marathon in 2 and a half hours. Not bad! If it's me I'll probably take days to finish half way haha.



By the time we had lunch, Michael's legs stopped functioning. Haha, poor thing.

And then it's time to head back =)

What Would I Do Without Them =)

I love love LOVE my parents!

I can't believe how supportive you guys are and how you don't force your choices on me when it comes to my education.

I know how hard it is for some people to convince their parents to let them study what they're interested and how some parents plan their entire son's/daughter's future for him/her without asking their opinion.

I feel so blessed that you supported and respected my decision of coming back even though I know it costed a lot to send me here.

Thank you so so much! =)

Dad! Haha, lousy camwhorer =P

And Mum =)

It has been one very very long break away but I'm ready to get back to all that bullshit and frankly, I'm looking forward to it! =D

I miss all of it.

Wicked And Others

Denis and I went to watch Wicked, the musical few weeks back.
It was fucking AWESOME!
Damn expensive but seriously worth it!!

Of course we can't take pictures of the play so I only managed to take a picture of the stage.



Ozmopolitan! Hehe, they serve 'em in these "glowing glass".





The buiding is really nice.



After the show



And some pictures from here and there =)

Dinner and drinks





Trang and Ola's birthday party





It's autumn!







Can you believe that this is a club? Haha, looks more like an inn, right?



Chilling out in class



Interesting artworks





Library



And something funny xD

To Ink Or Not To Ink? xD

Music is taking over my life just a little bit too much.
No, seriously.
First thing I wake up in the morning is put on music.
When I'm in front of the computer I have to on music first.
When I'm walking to class or to anywhere I have earphones stuck to my ears.
Even when I'm sleeping I have to put on music to sleep.
Madness.

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I just handed in a tattoo design project and I'm seriously considering getting a tattoo! Wanted to upload the design here but for some reason cannot so too bad. It's a shape of a dragon though.

I've always wanted one on the top right of my back.
Something like this. This is only temporary.



But hmmm, I think ankle tattoo would be subtle and feminine. So what do you peeps think?? To ink or not to ink? XD

Adriana Lima! I like her tatt heh.



This one a bit too much but I like the placing.



And this.



Not bad.



*My mum will kill me but don't care lah =P*

Classes: Aussie Style

This was one of the classes for Illustration class in March.

Back to kindergarden wheeee!

We had to use playdoh and other stuff to create characters for a short story for Beauty and the Beast. Swt.

Mam-Aeii



Nah, our characters. So bodo haha.



Another group's characters. I think this is the two step sisters from Beauty and the Beast.



Jess-Kama-I



This was few weeks ago when we started using the easel to draw. They had a naked model to pose for us! I was damn shocked when she dropped her robe in front of us!

*Yeah, I'm not supposed to take a picture of the model but don't care lah. I even took a video hehe, wonder if anyone noticed.*



Was not at all prepared for this!

Hmm, makes sense they ask an old woman instead of a younger lady if not the guys no need to draw already XD



First we had to use right hand, then left hand, then LEG!



What the heck I can hardly draw anything. But we were only expected to draw like lines for her body movements. So it looked like this.



The following week we had a different model. This time we had to draw her solid body instead of just lines like last week.

Kinda nice being a model eh? Just lie there and let people draw you. Can even sleep for awhile haha.



Charcoal drawing.



And then this week we had to go Southern Cross train station to draw.



And this is the stupidness happening after handing our first project in Week 6. Already these people feel so relieved. What the..haha

Jess-Eunnie



Jess-Soli



Clockwise: Jess-Soli-I-Kama-Eunnie

I wonder, was I expecting too much?
This is just the beginning. Should I wait longer?
To quit: should I or shouldn't I?
Dammit, I still don't know what I want.

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Enrique Iglesias ft Ciara - Taking Back My Love

Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can’t hold you, you’re free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, ’cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don’t know you’re out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you’re stone cold, you say it ain’t so,
You already know I’m not attached to material

I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I’m just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that’s not me
Go ‘head, keep the keys, that’s not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you’ve made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I’m your girl
You’re out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don’t you know I’m not attached to material

Both:
I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love

I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material’s the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love

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Rihanna - Rehab

Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn’t know how to follow
It’s like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart’s dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I’ll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don’t even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It’s gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you’re the one to blame
And now I feel like….oh!

You’re the reason why I’m thinking
I don’t wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that’s what I get for wishful thinking
Should’ve never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
‘Cause now I’m using like I bleed

It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease

Damn, ain’t it crazy when you’re loveswept (?)
You’d do anything for the one you love
‘Cause anytime that you needed me I’d be there
It’s like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it’s not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I’ll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don’t even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It’s gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you’re the one to blame
‘Cause now I feel like….oh!

You’re the reason why I’m thinking

I don’t wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that’s what I get for wishful thinking
Should’ve never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
‘Cause now I’m using like I bleed

It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
It’s like I checked into rehab
And baby, you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease
I gotta check into rehab
‘Cause baby you’re my disease